hahah maybe I could play a dead person in tomorrows horror movie or an insane crazy ugly killer.
jk I’m doing nothing.
I can’t be with anyone ever, because I’m too scared to show them my scars
and I haven’t even begun explaining how ashamed I am of him/her seeing my body. God I’m pathetic /forever alonee.
don’t ever start cutting. You have to hide your scars for the rest of your life its fuckin 1000 degrees and I still can’t wear short sleeves because I’m so embaressed.
Tomorrow filming a horror movie
but the thing is, I’m not needed. So I’m just there because I have to be, I’m in the group, but I do Nothing. The actress is pretty pretty and I’m the fattest one there and just everything is so depressing. The fact that I can’t help or do anything right, the fact that I’m really ugly and bored, I take up alot of space and I’m depressing. I don’t want to go! But if I do I let the team down even more being annoying for not showing up.. :’(
